Realizing that I can't speak English well in English conversation class is the hardest thing makes me think that I'm wasting my partner's time.
because giving trouble to almost everyone, my family, my friends, and my colleagues is something I really hate to do
Realizing that nothing can change right now has given me the audacity.
If you can't change anything, I'm just going to enjoy it while thanking my partner.
And I want to study hard and repay my partner's consideration.